Take that advice: If you have only wits you have nothing. Wits are useless here. Everything is downside up. And forget reasons, they're useless too.

I’m still shocked. Not because you left, not because we’re just friends, not because I’m dying and you just move on, not because you ripped out the biggest part of my heart and let the rest crush down. It’s not because I’ve never wanted someone else, not because you destroyed my routine, not because you ruined all my dreams about us.
It’s because I knew it. Because I knew it and I was to dumb to react before.